well, heres my useless blog page. this is the back room of thy website of homepagery.
the newest entry will always be at the top of the page and they will all be dated for our collective convenience.
if you would like to go home, click here
oh, haha, just realized it's homestuck day. happy homestuck day, i started reading homestuck three years ago today. that definitely impacted me subconciously in ways to
this day.
i just edited the FUCK out of this site, i just wasnt happy with the stuff on it and wanted to make it a little more polished and organized. removed a few pages for the
time being but some stuff will be back soon maybe? also planning to update how this page looks because i kind of hate how bland it is heh.
i also started a new site, to show off my art, and to be a fun web adventure. both. it's evolved.
i got a shitty haircut. can't get a job now because i'm insane about my hair. so i have more time to work on my web nonsense.
i'm also working on editing a video about pepsi. and i have commissions to do. so i'm kind of busy anyway.
i can't believe i'm 16. it feels like i blinked as a 13 year old and three years went by... i don't like time. -cap
P.S. WHO SAID "KYS" IN MY GUESTBOOK???
monday, march 14th, 2022. entry #4
I GOT MY KEYTAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1......... but i cant really use it to record anything until i get an adapter for my midi cable.
anyway, i'm planning on working on FTJ more soon, and i wrote more of the story for it so i can have a concrete direction with where i want it to go.
im also collecting footage for a video i plan to make about long island itself.
that is all -capitalistboyfriend
wednesday, january 29th, 2022. entry #3
MORE PEOPLE NEED GUESTBOOKS AND PLACES FOR VIEWER INTERACTION!!! i go to so many sites and i wanna be like "wow this site is amazing, great work!!" but they have no
way for me to do that!!!! can we normalize having guestbooks and stuff more often??? also i never finished that drawing from the last log. haha. anyway, i ordered a
ds shell (clear green!) so i can try and re-house my ds, but its apparently very risky and easy to screw up your ds forever. its a dsl btw not like a weird vintage ds.
but im gonna try my best... and hope things dont go badly and i break it.... because ds' are VERY expensive now. fucking retro collectors...
tuesday, january 11th, 2022. entry #2
wow!!! it feels like its been very long since ive edited this page at all but it has actually only been about since last time i logged (dec. 24. '21).
anyway, ive been big into playing neopets: the darkest faerie (my all time favorite game) (VERY nostalgic childhood fun) on my ps2 the past 3 or 4 days. im on act 4.
i remember it being really incredibly a lot harder than it is but in reality its very easy. i guess thats because i was 13 the last time i played it. and before that,
i was even younger. i used to make my sister play it so i could watch hahahaha because it was too hard for me to play. but im just loving the old shit vibe.
i guess it technically counts as retro, but can you call something from 2005 retro? i mean, its about as retro as i ('06) am. but like, trying to find un-scratched and
CHEAP discs is SO HARD because its ""retro gaming"" now. dude, i saw ps2s in walmart like 2 years ago for maybe $20? how the fuck is that Retro at all?? MY PS2 IS FROM
2010. its the white slim one. i love it honestly its really cool. but anyway, im gonna go drink some chocolate milk and finish a cool drawing im working on. i posted a
sketch on tumblr but like i swear nobody even reads this anyway so i wont bother linking it. ill just log it here when its done, aye?? i bought a gallon of chocolate milk.
my mom doesnt like it. i dont know how one man could possibly drink an entire gallon of chocolate milk before it goes bad.
wednesday, december 29th, 2021. entry #1
hello my neocities homepage viewers! ive wanted to implement this page for a while so now i have done it.
i dont have much to say yet, but i did just make that gif at the top of the page. what do you think?? just kidding you cant reply this is a blog
i made a montage with my camcorder yesterday! well i recorded the footage for it from christmas eve-the day before i uploaded it. you can find
that here. i plan on making a lot more of these and actually i've been planning on doing it for a LONG time
... well not that long, but since around spring or early summer of 2020. technically, the idea hatched when i was 13, summer of '19, where deep in my soul i ached
for a shitty old camera because i rewatched stranger things and really liked the vibe of shitty old stuff. that's not why i want to do it now, though. now i
would say i want to do it because i'm bored, and i want to MAKE something. something SHITTY. just ABSOLUTELY MEDIOCRE!!
i'm not really TRYING to make the montages and videos i make good, part of the whole point is that it's bad quality, for the vibes. although, unfortunately, the qual-
ity is a lot worse on the lcd screen of the camera; the shittiness doesn't really translate to the mp4 files when you transfer them to your computer. it does still
have a lot of static though. which i guess is fine. but after transferring some videos i was actually very shocked at how "good" quality it was. the zoom is clearer
than my PHONES zoom. by a lot actually. but anyway, the goal here isnt quality. even if i was trying to make quality videos, i don't think i would really be able to.
i dont exactly have the eye for quality. i just like fun stuff. when i watch movies, i think every movie i watch is good (except for fear street (2021) there was like
three of them and i watched them with my sisters and one of their at the time boyfriends and they were TORTURE they were SO GOD DAMN BADI HAVE NEVER THOUGHT A MOVIE
is bad in my LIFE. i dont watch movies a lot though. im a bit notorious for that.). even if i tried, it would never be as good as what i want it to be because it just
isnt my PASSION in life. i dont really have one of those. i like a lot of stuff; i'm a jack of all trades (master of like, a couple i guess). ive recorded so many god
damn videos on my phone from spring/summer 2020 to a few months ago that it's insane, utterly, but i dont think i'll ever really do anything with them now that i
at last have my trusty 'corder. plus, i honestly didnt have the energy to go through a years worth of my camera roll (which is over 80,000 total videos and images)
and sift through everything to find a few good (and quite frankly outdated, i look TERRIBLE in a lot of those videos because i was FOURTEEN for a lot of them and i
know that doesnt sound like a long time, but i'm almost 16 now. and my appearance is a lot different these days.) shots. i'll just make more. if theres anything
uhh... cinematographic..? videographic...?? photographic....??? about me its that i record absolutely anything that i think looks cool or "aesthetic" (which is
usually just niche bullshit that i find aesthetic and that nobody else on the earth would because i have very specific and honestly strange tastes in visuals and
vibes. very subjective. but its not like im making these videos for anyone else but myself and my Creative Vision right??) so i'm sure i'll have enough good shots for
another video in about a week or less (if i get out of bed at all during the day this week, i'm nocturnal right now). i have a couple songs i wanna do. for one, i did
that new montage to Get Tough by mgb (michael guy bowman but i shorten it to mgb a lot), whose music i just love because he has such a specific and unique sound, and i
was planning that since this summer. the next one i might do a lemon demon song, like saga of you confused destroyer of worlds just because its a fun little tune. i love
that song. maybe something off damn skippy? aside from lemon demon i don't have that many ideas that wouldnt get me like, copystriked or something. i don't know. i'll fig-
ure it out. for now, i'm going to leave this longwinded essay-like blog entry as it is and go do other stuff. i kinda wanna go make ramen. so ill see you around friend(yes
you reading this. you specifically. yes yes i see you pointing to yourself questioningly. its true. that line is about You Specifically.)
(haha that "i dont have much to say yet," from the top of this paragraph was a lie. i just had to think of what i wanted to say and let the words come to me. bye now.)
